katenbake

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 00:12:30 GMT

CAN I JUST BE OUT OF RENO ALREADY PLEASE.

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 12:42:01 GMT

I wish i didn't over think everything, and I wish I didn't get bummed out so bad all the time.

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 05:02:34 GMT

It would be nice to be good enough for someone, just once. Not perfect for them or even great for them but just good enough for them.

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Mon, 20 Jul 2009 21:53:56 GMT

cool! just found out my 2 best friends are moving to orange county asap.
have a good life?

i must be having bad luck today. pen all over my work shirt, breaking the salt shaker, my pearl bracelet breaking and now this.
plus my plans tonight are probably gonna fall through.

whatever

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 05:43:53 GMT

sorry I'm not a size one, five foot five twig of a girl. Sorry I bite my nails and smoke cigarettes. Sorry I curse like a sailor, am bitter towards incompetent persons and let sarcasm hang off my remarks like dead bark on a tree. Sorry I'd rather play video games or lay in bed and read a book than go out and play girls gone wild.

Fuck, sorry.

And sorry I don't have big boobs!

2nd best, 3rd best, 4th best, last resort...

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 00:36:01 GMT

oh please... please, please, please!

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 08:49:52 GMT

I love when people brag about how long they've been going to shows for. Cool, I'm glad you have been going to shows since you were fourteen. I'm glad you have time to reflect on all the memories at 14th ward. I'm love how punk you all are with your dirty jeans and arrogant attitudes.

God I'm 19 and I can barely stand going to shows unless a good band is playing or if its out of town.
Congrats, you're 24 and still doing the same shit you were 10 years ago.

Being as bitter as a baking chocolate tonight.

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 07:32:28 GMT

Remembering why this didnt work out in this first place.
I hate day dreaming.

I wish I had some bud, so maybe I could atleast fall asleep.

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 02:27:38 GMT

i just want to find that guy that would pick me out in a room full of girls.
and won't like me only after he has liked my friends or been rejected by them.

always feeling second best

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 09:03:18 GMT

you think you're ready for something, but you're not.
you think you're ready for something; but really, you're not.
repeat,
repeat,
repeat.

seriously?

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 19:07:24 GMT

i love how my friends think they can sit on their asses all day and do absolutely nothing with their lives. they won't get jobs because they can just take advantage of the friends with money and cars and basically freeload off of us. i can't even count how many favors i've done for my friends, but i can count the shit nothing i've gotten in return.

honestly, if you're not brittany or amanda or don't take advantage of me like todd, then don't bother trying to hang.

Tue, 05 May 2009 16:52:06 GMT

i guess the new fad this summer is to shut me down, so if you need an ego booster, go ahead and take a shot at me.

i make things awkward, because if i do it on purpose, it won't be so strange when it really is awkward.

some guy told me i was a bitch yesterday because of the following conversation:
me: "you pretty much hate your job unless you're something fun, like a clown."
retard: "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. CLOWNS HATE THEIR JOBS DUHH."
me: "yeah fuckin right. i knew this kid in high school who rode a unicycle to school EVERYDAY because he wanted to be a clown. he even had special snow tires for that shit. his parents were clowns and he was gonna graduate and go to some special clown school to be one too."
retard: "you're a fuckin bitch. i'll fuck you up."

i get at least one friend request a day from some random 30 year old guy that takes weird creepy myspace webcam pics and rides dirt bikes and is going through a mid-life crisis and can't score any chicks and probably just wants to try out the first thing i typed on this blog anyway ^^^^

someone wrote juggalo on a napkin in my room and left it there.

maybe i should really become a juggalo.

the only guy i've ever really loved thinks i'm a total dbag.

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 09:04:01 GMT

all these cute men and i don't have a chance with any of them.

ugh, fuck it.

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 19:57:46 GMT

i like waking up and not doing my hair. but i don't like waking up super late like i have been lately cause i feel soo lazy..

>:[ !!!!

The logic of Michael Scott

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 00:25:06 GMT

the same logic i try to live my life by:

"Do I need to be liked? Absolutely not. I like to be liked, I enjoy being liked, I have to be liked, but it's not my compulsive need to be liked. Like my need to be praised."

(In a branch meeting)
"You are creative. You are damn creative. Each and every one of you. You are so much more creative than all the other dry, boring morons that you work with."

"All right, let me ask you this. Tell me if you think this is creative. When I was five, I imagined that there was such thing as a unicorn. And this is before i even heard of one or seen one. I just drew a picture of a horse that could fly over rainbows and had a huge spike in its head. I was five, five years old...couldn't even talk yet."

"You cannot take the hilarious black guy from the office. Stanley is part of of what makes the office so extraordinary. The bluesy wisdom. The sassy remarks. The crossword puzzles, his smile, those big watery red eyes. I don't know how George Bush did it when Colin Powell left."

"What am I doing? I am blowing dodge. I'm getting out of town. Whatever you call it, I am running away from my responsibilities. It feels good."

"A bunch of guys in a tent making s'mores.... Here's the thing. That's not how you go camping. I think you go camping by yourself in the wilderness. It's not with a group of guys frolicking around in tents."

"Is there a God? If not, what are all these churches for? And who is Jesus's dad?"

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 03:19:41 GMT

who i'd like to meet:

tall, dark hair.
can make me laugh and is laid back, but not lazy. Won't mind i smell like smoke all the time, can put up with my veganism.

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 23:02:11 GMT

i've been watching southpark episodes by the season backwards. and i'm on season 11. they would be so much better if i had someone to watch them with so when i go throughout my day and things remind me of the weird shit that happens on that show, i could lol with someone.
lolololol.

speaking of funny shows- new show by the creators of arrested development: sit down and shut up.
anyone seen it?
why do i love cartoons.

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 22:26:24 GMT

this proves to me that even the nicest guys can be totally clueless.

HEEELLLLLOOOOOOO.

and that the world really does revolve around money if you let it.
and that you should think before you say, or type, whatever you'd like.
people are tacky as fuck.

and you still can't take a hint!

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 09:10:34 GMT

can i please go back 1 year in my life?
except for i could still be really close with brittany and amanda.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LIFE.

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 06:28:35 GMT

i feel like my friends don't like me as much as they used to. and all i can think is "well this sucks" but "i did this to myself, i guess."

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 08:40:53 GMT

what? second job? cash flow up the ass? LA with best friend? almost done with school? not going to miss reno at all?

yes, yes, yes, yes, YES.

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:16:31 GMT

I DONT WANT TO DATE ANYONE
I DONT WANT YOU TO PUSH YOUR BELIEFS ON ME
I DONT WANT YOU TO TREAT MY FRIENDS LIKE SHIT
I DONT WANT TO BE IN RENO
I DONT WANT TO LIVE A LIFE FOLLOWING RULES AND BEING FORCED INTO SOMETHING IM NOT
I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD
I DONT WANT ANY OF YOU TO CARE ABOUT ME

i expect to be a disappointment
i am not going to listen to what you have to say
i am going to do what i want
i am going to live my life for today and not tomorrow

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 21:21:08 GMT

I live in a town run by hate and selfishness. Where people don't befriend you for who you are or who you'll become but for what you decide to label yourself that day and when that label doesn't fit you anymore, neither do those friends. Where forgiveness is scarce and every time you turn a corner someone is talking behind your back. Where secrets can't be kept and feelings for one another change so frequently. Where it's hard to find a true friend. Where people try so hard to fit in and be just like everyone else that they claim to hate.

set a date, i'm not coming back.

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 19:25:42 GMT

i need to save up a lot of money in a short amount of time.
at least a grand to be semi-cozy and comfortable and thats with being able to find a job either beforehand or asap when i get down there.

and i also need to post a missed connections.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 23:52:26 GMT

my life would be so much better if i was left handed.