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I wish i didn't over think everything, and I wish I didn't get bummed out so bad all the time.
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It would be nice to be good enough for someone, just once. Not perfect for them or even great for them but just good enough for them.
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have a good life?
i must be having bad luck today. pen all over my work shirt, breaking the salt shaker, my pearl bracelet breaking and now this.
plus my plans tonight are probably gonna fall through.
whatever
Fuck, sorry.
And sorry I don't have big boobs!
2nd best, 3rd best, 4th best, last resort...
God I'm 19 and I can barely stand going to shows unless a good band is playing or if its out of town.
Congrats, you're 24 and still doing the same shit you were 10 years ago.
Being as bitter as a baking chocolate tonight.
I hate day dreaming.
I wish I had some bud, so maybe I could atleast fall asleep.
and won't like me only after he has liked my friends or been rejected by them.
always feeling second best
you think you're ready for something; but really, you're not.
repeat,
repeat,
repeat.
honestly, if you're not brittany or amanda or don't take advantage of me like todd, then don't bother trying to hang.
i make things awkward, because if i do it on purpose, it won't be so strange when it really is awkward.
some guy told me i was a bitch yesterday because of the following conversation:
me: "you pretty much hate your job unless you're something fun, like a clown."
retard: "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. CLOWNS HATE THEIR JOBS DUHH."
me: "yeah fuckin right. i knew this kid in high school who rode a unicycle to school EVERYDAY because he wanted to be a clown. he even had special snow tires for that shit. his parents were clowns and he was gonna graduate and go to some special clown school to be one too."
retard: "you're a fuckin bitch. i'll fuck you up."
i get at least one friend request a day from some random 30 year old guy that takes weird creepy myspace webcam pics and rides dirt bikes and is going through a mid-life crisis and can't score any chicks and probably just wants to try out the first thing i typed on this blog anyway ^^^^
someone wrote juggalo on a napkin in my room and left it there.
maybe i should really become a juggalo.
the only guy i've ever really loved thinks i'm a total dbag.
ugh, fuck it.
>:[ !!!!
"Do I need to be liked? Absolutely not. I like to be liked, I enjoy being liked, I have to be liked, but it's not my compulsive need to be liked. Like my need to be praised."
(In a branch meeting)
"You are creative. You are damn creative. Each and every one of you. You are so much more creative than all the other dry, boring morons that you work with."
"All right, let me ask you this. Tell me if you think this is creative. When I was five, I imagined that there was such thing as a unicorn. And this is before i even heard of one or seen one. I just drew a picture of a horse that could fly over rainbows and had a huge spike in its head. I was five, five years old...couldn't even talk yet."
"You cannot take the hilarious black guy from the office. Stanley is part of of what makes the office so extraordinary. The bluesy wisdom. The sassy remarks. The crossword puzzles, his smile, those big watery red eyes. I don't know how George Bush did it when Colin Powell left."
"What am I doing? I am blowing dodge. I'm getting out of town. Whatever you call it, I am running away from my responsibilities. It feels good."
"A bunch of guys in a tent making s'mores.... Here's the thing. That's not how you go camping. I think you go camping by yourself in the wilderness. It's not with a group of guys frolicking around in tents."
"Is there a God? If not, what are all these churches for? And who is Jesus's dad?"
tall, dark hair.
can make me laugh and is laid back, but not lazy. Won't mind i smell like smoke all the time, can put up with my veganism.
lolololol.
speaking of funny shows- new show by the creators of arrested development: sit down and shut up.
anyone seen it?
why do i love cartoons.
HEEELLLLLOOOOOOO.
and that the world really does revolve around money if you let it.
and that you should think before you say, or type, whatever you'd like.
people are tacky as fuck.
and you still can't take a hint!
except for i could still be really close with brittany and amanda.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LIFE.
